Thursday, 3 December 2015

Dear Mom..... when.?

Dear Mom......  Saw that Karen is having a hard day today missing Damon.  Find him and hug him for her ok?   Tell him that you love him like only a mom can do :-) 

You were the wisest person I knew, I always turned to you.  Now you're gone and I don't know when this hollowed out space in my heart starts to heal........    when does the longing ache go away........  when do you stop wanting to just die in your sleep so the pain is no more and you can be with the ones you loved again???

 I am so sorry that I never understood the hell you went through when Donna died.  I hope though that I was of some help and that my hugs comforted you in some small way.  Being so ill yourself and unable to do anything while your first born lay in another hospital across town dying must have been pain unlike anything you had ever felt before and you had a such hard life.

I love you mom..

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