Dear Mom.. yesterday was really good once I was out of here and at Karen's. It felt so good to be surrounded by family (or the next best thing). All of whom knew you and loved you like I did. And we talked about you too :-) I love them all and they love me and I could feel it at a much needed time in my life. I thought the last 6 months were hard without you but yesterday was the worst day I think.
Today I'm so-so. Kind of back to normal. Weepy on and off. I forgot to take pictures yesterday so I'm annoyed at myself. Also I made a few decisions today. Let me tell you, you have one hell of a racist little niece out there. She just can't give it a rest. Today, the day after Christmas she's online posting untrue stories to provoke hatred to Muslims. I've already had it out with her about this shit and you should hear her. You would be appalled and shocked. I've warned her (and her sister at one point) that I'll take them off my facebook soon because that stuff disgusts me. So since she's already started again, just one day after Christmas, she is going off my fb. I'm sick of it. I told her to customize her shit and put me in the "don't show this to" box but she refuses to. So she is going, I don't give a shit if she's my cousin. And she really hurt your sister too. She called me Christmas morning because she was missing you and wanted to talk to me and wish me a merry Christmas and while we were talking she told me that this cousin of mine was in one of her moods and hadn't talked to her, her own mom, for weeks and Christmas morning she tried to call her daughter and no one answered the phone! I felt so bad for her. Even if they went out for Christmas day to visit their adult children, she could have picked up the phone first and called her mom. Shame on her and she'll regret that one day.
Well........ I guess I should get my shit together. I have a grant proposal to do and check my email and go and block that racist cousin of mine lol .. I love you mom. (((hugs)))
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