Dear Mom....... it's getting harder

Dear Mom....  My days are getting longer, harder.  More nerve pain and much more nerve itch which is driving me nuts.  I worry daily about what's going to happen to me and more so, the dogs.  I'm afraid of what happens when and if I'm no longer able to take care of them.  I don't know what I'm going to do Ma.....  I would give anything to talk to you about this. :-(