Dear Sweet Little Mom of Mine... Under any circumstances I don't want to tell you this but at least I don't have to do it to your sweet face and watch the pain I'm about to inflict. You have lost another of your children. Your second eldest this time. Your son died yesterday morning mom. Same as your eldest daughter. She was 66 and died of lung cancer and he was 66 and died of lung cancer. I have but one sister left and she smokes and is 66 this August. And I don't think she's going to do the math or get it so I'm wondering what is going to happen in this coming year and some :-( I'm sorry mom. Seems I'm always the one to give you bad news. Even after you are gone yourself.
I love you mom and I hate still being the bearer of bad news for you. :-( When the weather gets a bit better I'm going to see if someone can drive me to the grave to visit with you, dad, Dee and Gram.
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