Dear Mom,
It's been so long since I've been here. I can't imagine staying away this long. I've been to such a dark place for so long now. My depression is deepening and dark thoughts fill my nights and even days. I'm in so much pain that no one can do anything more other than offer more medications that just numb the mind, not the pain.
So many things have happened that I can't even think to add them here. I love you Ma. And I miss you madly. Just yesterday I was talking to little Gina, your old p.s.w. and we were both upset about how much we missed you. I look forward to the day I will see you again and the day I am placed to rest with you, dad, my sister and my gram. I will have my family again.
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