Dear Mom....... yesterday

Mommy.......  I couldn't bring myself to write to you yesterday.  Other than the day of your death, the 1st anniversary of it was the worst in my life.  It was a very hard day to push through mom.  I went to work for a few hours but still struggled to push through that.  I still don't know what to say other than I would give my own life to have one more day with you.  One more of your huge hugs, one more fun conversation, to see one more of your brilliant smiles.  I miss you so much Mom.  More than I ever thought possible. :-(   I love you.